update? guy i've liked for 6 months kisses me then loses interest after about a day. tried coke for the first time last night. trying really hard to be happy.

gotta be honest, i'm really not sure how i feel about this

please don't bother me today. i can't laugh when i'm on adderall. i am however appreciating beirut for the first time in my life. it's just a good thing and i need good things.

and she said ... "don't be upset,
you know that you're wonderful
just keep on trying and" ...(actually what she really said was)
"all you ever wanna talk about is your self and your comic books and your album and your tour
and everytime i see your friends they just ask me where you are again and it hurts
it makes me feel like dirt
i'm just gonna write where you are on my shirt"
and i said "don't be upset, don't be in a bad mood
let's just go to a show and hang out and feel good
come on please don't be upset my darling, please don't be upset, i'll do anything baby, just don't be upset."

momma, my hearts not dead
its just
really bad weather in my temporary head